I want to start by saying having a brain injury is really hard. I went undiagnosed with bi polar my entire life. I would get so angry and I couldn’t control it. I blamed my brain injury since I couldn’t really remember my past. I also have had extreme anxiety my entire life. So it’s been a struggle, I just remember heaven isn’t easy. I talk to Jesus and the blessed mother all day. Anytime I get anxious I just pray the rosary and it all goes away. Nobody understands brain injury, and you have to have one to understand.
I know I’m all over the place but I have to put my thoughts down or i forget them. When I wake up and have energy it seems like I can take on the world. Then when I get tired later on everything is overwhelming.
I was blessed with having 6 children. That’s a whole other story I will get into later on. If anyone is struggling with any kind of mental problems. Just know it always gets better if you stick it out. You have to live in the moment, which is a benefit of a brain injury. If I choose to forget I actually do, so moving forward isn’t a problem. I have been attacked because of my brain injury, by everyone. I’ve had things stolen, and I have many more stories later on. I just pray that what I have to say reaches some people.